the last post was on 14/3 and today is like 20/5?!
was i dead or sth..ahh..

so...

this is the first post after eons of no posts! (:

*cheers*

so i guess a few things happened these months.
no
A LOT OF THINGS happened.
and i'm so not gonna list them all out saddistically..
coz i refuse to be a saddistic/emo-freak/slacker anymore! (:
anw, isn't it better to just forget bad things and try to get back to being my ususal crazy, blur and cheerful self?! (:

seriously, i have no idea where to start...

so, i guess everything's kinda fine in school *ahem* i mean, COLLEGE...

i got shortlisted for the EXCO committee of photog. somehow..and even though i know nuts about cameras, i'm trying to digest all the ISO/f-number/aperature/etc. it's kinda hard but photogs fun! pei shan always drags me into miniclip games and vernon somehow got bullied by the photog president. haha. but they are all very nice and cool peeps (:
i'm now praying hard that i get into EXCO *fingers crossed*~

class is alright. lena is currently obsessed about drawing KOOSHIES and somehow wants to influence me as well! we both somehow zone out during econs tutorial. suddenly the les couple outside the class became so much more interesting. haha. ok that was just once! sheesh.

and i heart going out to study with whippy! (aka abby) hehe :D

PW sucks!
i hate it so bloody freaking much! ahh
we have already done 4 drafts of the GPP and mong is still not totally satisfied with it?!
waaaa...
ok PW is one of the saddistic emo things in my list of emo things >_<

and econs included as well >___<

quitted rs memb recently. since my darling guess already has all the things she ever wanted, then wats the point of continuing? hehe

the spangerhood peeps are fun to hang out with (:
i mean, i didnt really spend that much time with them but the few times were just very crazy and amusing
the whole "guess is a spy carrying poison" thing was darn funny! i almost fell off my bed :D
i don't know most of you guys and you all will never see my blog but still i wanna say..
thx for all the great times (:
just don't suck up to dean so much....jking! hehe
and i'm preety sure someone's gonna chase me with a dagger now :D

jc is tiring.
i feel sleepy everyday.
somemore now got my fluffy blanky and the new super-cool aircon. haha
i guess i stay awake long enough to do the tutorials and the *beep* gpp..
but i cant be just doing so little everyday.
its like so not enough?!i feel so GUILTY right now :(

i just want a few things to straighten out from now on..
a) no more being slacky!
b) maybe i should stop thinking twisted about my best friends..maybe..
c) just going back to how i used to be last year; blur, study-freak, pathetic. haha even pathetic sounds better than emo! i really miss myself....

omg my post looks like a bloody long compo?! sheesh! lol
but it felt nice letting all that out (:

blanky and air-con calling now....zzZZZzzzz...